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Month: November, 2007

荒誕城之週末

話說星期六跟G去了藝術館看大英展,其中展出一幅Rembrandt的版畫,上面是Crucifixion的場面。當我在感嘆Rembrandt怎麼可以用板畫表達到他畫作的那種光暗對比時,一個男人抱住一個小女孩走上前,站在我的旁邊看畫。

女孩問她的父親:點解耶穌無著衫o既?

正好奇該父親會如何解答-

該名父親想了半秒,然後說:嗯… 因為o個陣熱囉…

幾乎爆笑,急忙掩嘴離去。

究竟那名父親是真的沒有這方面的常識,還是認為女兒還未能明白當中的人性醜惡所以不加以解釋求其敷衍過去便算,抑或是只不過懶幽默?但我想說孩子是不會懷疑這個答案是錯的囉……

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然後看到那個立法會補選論壇…… 這個論壇最引人入勝的部份大概是問答那環節吧,如果不留意都真的不知道那是問答而誤以為是辯論-不,就算以前上中文課老師都教過辯論不是要搶白他人,不是聲大夾惡人家出不了聲就算你勝了的;必需要一對一答一來一回,才是有禮貌的辯論,才論到東西來的-所以那甚至不能算是辯論,只能算是雞同鴨講亂嗌一通,問完又不讓人答,廣東話又唔正普通話又無人聽得明,人人都自己有自己嗌,結果無人聽到一個字……


一個週末裡,當我一再發現我們說着同一語言卻都是如此不懂溝通時,我才發現自己原來住在一個荒誕城裡。

回憶就是愛

「原來,回憶,就是愛。」


All photos from: http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/trinity-blog



三角關係:《拾香紀》
2007年11月17日 3pm
西灣河文娛中心




首次覺得自己揀對了座位。
除了遠近位置剛好,
也因為森美和吳日言就坐在我們正後面(笑)。

寫了一篇review,
不過可能有機會在別處發表,
現在就暫不在這兒發表了。






有朋友說我很像這個拾香……






「她選擇了,將恩愛遺忘」










當我不再記得你時,我就知道我不再愛你了

知得太多

太聰明或是太多手的人都是不會快樂的










我要換掉這髪型,然後那個Bob頭娃娃就不再是我

My Facebook Horoscope

Sagittarius: It’s time to cut someone out of your life. It will be sad and painful, but they are doing you no good and you can’t let them continue to hurt you…

 



這個給我,也給同是人馬座的悲傷的妳。

It’s a lie.



 “It’s a lie. It’s a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and… all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it’s beautiful ’cause that’s what they wanna see. But the people in the photos are sad, and alone… But the pictures make the world seem beautiful, so… the exhibition is reassuring which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie.”

—- Alice, Closer



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Mi* exhausted小B says (16:43):
瑪莉?

Mary – I hate pretty words. says (16:43):
Mi~

Mi* exhausted小B says (16:44):
你近來好像手風不太順嘛XD

Mi* exhausted小B says (16:44):
諸事不順

Mary – I hate pretty words. says (16:45):
其實也不是….工作和其他雜項還可以….
只是有兩件事特別糟………

Mi* exhausted小B says (16:46):
感情  

Mary – I hate pretty words. says (16:46):
多情自古空餘恨哪

Mi* exhausted小B says (16:47):
曾經蒼海也難為水哦

Mary – I hate pretty words. says (16:50):
沒有詩興….就是忽然很討厭將傷害美化的舉動

Mi* exhausted小B says (16:50):
哦,或者是修飾事實,或程度上講大話

Mary – I hate pretty words. says (16:51):

讓我想起電影Closer中的一幕




Mi,這就是我說的那一幕。

It made no sense to me at all.




















what happened to us

In retrospect

I have no desire to relate my work here, since I still wish to maintain a clear distinction between my public and private lives. But if anything, I would say it was OK.

I reflected on the last 12 months because it was 12 months ago when I began this and 12 months hence notes its fulfillment. It is only natural that I should think back, if I am to go on the next 12 months. Why should I be blamed for thinking back? Is that truly unnecessary?

I think the most unpleasant feeling for me is being wronged. As in being treated unfairly, being blamed for some wrong you have the least intention to do, feeling that you deserve better. Those tears were sour, they attack you when you least expect them. But this can be easily be compensated by the gratification of genuine admiration and approval.

I cannot stop thinking back because I still have a feeling that I deserve better.

Both Sides Now

I’ve looked at love from both sides now,
From give and take, and still somehow
It’s love’s illusions I recall.
I really don’t know love at all.

一年前半年前

查看紀錄,剛好在一年前的這個時候,我陷入了一個危機。然後,半年後,即是剛好距離現在半年的時間,我陷入了第二次危機。如果半年是一個循環的話,那我現在是否又會發生甚麼事,一些潛藏着的東西,也許就要爆發了嗎。

1mm的距離

差了1mm
不行就是不行










Mi:怎麼變了怨婦mode了?
我:……吓?

(汗)