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Month: June, 2006

累。

累。今天跟歐碧Sophie和Bobo一起,在 a:i 坐了6小時做校對。原本有票去會展看SOLER的,但竟然完全提不起勁去期待,最終甚至沒有去,留下看排版到最後。最近不知怎的,都沒甚麼能引起我的興趣,整個人死氣沉沉的,連SOLER也對我產生不了作用。只覺累。不想理任何事。但《九十一A》卻進行的如火如荼。快點提起勁來吧。應該很興奮才是啊。但就是沒感覺。只想靜下來。只想一個人。是累了吧。本來就不是活動型的人。本來就偏愛憂鬱。很想耍性子。但又不可能。生命本就累人。

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第一次練波--好熱呀!

今日,酷熱天氣警告,十幾個何東人依然係三點鐘曬到癲既時候跑去石硤尾練波!真係我地先做得出!暴曬左三個鐘!曬死左!最後都係決定下次遲一個鐘開始!

不過,都幾開心。雖然D體能同skills都無晒,不過可以再一齊打波,真係好開心。以前三兩日就一次練波,少不免會有不在狀態既時候;但依家一星期先一次,又難得可以一齊組隊,所以大家都打得開心投入。

我以為自己會完全唔記得D case同D走位,但係一埋位對腳竟然識自己郁(雖然好慢),真係神奇。不過,我每次都miss左個二壘(個條紅色毛毛真係唔掂,我完全睇佢唔到)。Sophie見我望住個地下,以為我跌左野,問我揾咩,我話我揾緊個二壘。其實唔係take唔到壘,而係因為見唔到個壘所以反應遲左。可唔可以整返塊壘板呢?用張紙板都好啦。

最後我地都係決定叫隊名做Ho Tung,咁樣我地可以叫返何東嘛,哈哈。少許撻皮之作。

第一次練波結論:1. 下次我要着短褲練波!2. 仲要帶冰水!3. 要認真考慮去做fitness……

令人興奮的事一則

今天遇着令人興奮的事一則。
興奮得-就是久違了的興奮感覺。
是興奮得立刻就想打電話跟人分享的程度。
而為免好夢成空,還是不在這兒說了。

提示: 是跟張婉婷小姐一通電話有關的。

It’s all about films.

After some time, I return to my former film self again.

I bought this VCD for quite some time but never watched it. “Almost Famous” turned out to be quite unexpectedly interesting – perhaps I never had any expectation for American films, or perhaps I liked it because it is not like the ordinary American films. I remember having this feeling before – perhaps when I watched “American Beauty”. At first I thought it would be about some American chick wearing pink tube top and denim mini skirt. As for “Almost Famous”, I thought it would be… perhaps cliche? Like someone faces that difficulty in the profession and someone else enters to give him a lift, and then they all live happily ever after. That sort of thing. But both took me unawares. That non-Hollywoodness.

Today I went to Wan Chai to settle some LHTHGA business (Thank God it is finally settled, now after half our session is past). After that I went to Cine-Art House and watched “L’enfant”. That is… like a documentary. About this 20 year-old father who tries to sell his baby boy but ends up in jail. There is nothing to make you cry, but that cold distance, that detachment, makes the whole thing surprisingly real and heartrending. (And I wonder where the setting is – it does not look like Paris, but there is a river alright).

And of course the “Remembering Kieslowski”! I have picked up some as soon as I received the leaflet a few days ago, but I never expected the tickets would be sold out so fast! “La Doublt Vie de Veronique” is already full house! I must act tomorrow or I will not get to see even one of the features!

今天天氣熱,人都燥o左。

我真的不喜歡人放飛機。無論是甚麼原因也好,約好了不出現又不事前通知事後解釋,又或是答應了某些事但又不甚了了失踨兼失憶提也不提彷彿從沒發生過,這些都是挑戰我容忍的極限。如果是朋友的話,更不應這樣去試探考驗彼此的感情。如果真是朋友,請尊重一下朋友間的信任。

也許上天知道我燥底,所以在我在P2短短半句鐘給了我漂亮的日光。真正守得雲開。草地的氣味,海風的微涼,沙粒的熾熱,竟然讓我安下心來。

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Spent.

Time is running out. Every second is precious. I got the final proof read Monday noon, and began editing the draft immediately afterwards for 8 hours non-stop, except to have dinner. I was doing this when my mother was preparing dinner, washing the dishes, when my father was watching Australia vs Japan, up till America vs Czech Republic, and finally finished before Italy vs Ghana began. I so much wanted to give up and sleep but I resisted the temptation.

When today I finally gave the CD Rom to Dick I began to feel my exhaustion welling up within me, and I fell into a terrible slumber in the afternoon. My head ached and I kept having nightmares because of the heat. I swallowed a panadol and slept again, until it was time for dinner.

I am spent. And I will recover and will go ahead again. There is just no end to it.

Unless I no longer desire life.

時光倒流的一晚

今晚真的很快樂。好像好久沒有那麼開懷的笑了。還是在大家都聚在一起的時候感覺最輕鬆,像一班少年人去夏令營的樣子-世界忽然只剩下我們和歡樂。所以雖然是跑兩場,都不會嫌煩。

第一場:新何東壘球隊第一次會議@Roundtable

真的不知怎樣說才好。我一直以為我不會再跟壘球扯上任何關係了。但是今晚就有一個Team會!真的令人懷念-Coach、隊友,都是曾經一起在P2捱過一段歲月的各位。雖然等着我們的不再是P2的翠綠人工草地而是石硤尾的Magic Bound沙地,我仍然期待兩星期後的第一次練波。不過是時候練體能了。




第二場:”since51″ Lady Ho Tung Hall 55th Anniversary Music Show 第一次練習

只要聚在一起,就會變年輕了。關於這個,在這次練習中是更加的確認了……其實並不是固意切合主題還是甚麼,只是,這個正正是我們的黃金時代。當我們在一起,在何東的時候。也許,只要我們還會回想當天,還會一起唱當天的歌,我們就永不會老。

Much Ado About Something.

I cannot believe it! I had just had my new glasses for 2 months and now my shortsightedness had already increased for 25 degrees! That is crazy! I will go blind in a year if this continues! What of working on the draft 10+ hours a day on the screen…… for sure I have sacrificed a lot for this crazy dream of mine…… Someone better appreciate all this! I hate the idea of “Much Ado About Nothing”! Better be “What You Will” or “As You Like It”……

Sulk; 發牢酥

今天,有點心浮氣燥。
不過,我跟自己說:一定沒有問題的。
所以,也不在這兒發牢酥了。

由小我已是個愛發牢酥的人;一有甚麼大小事情,只要是稍不順意,就會”sulk”。這動作自然得甚至像條件反射,連自己也不發現原來自己在”sulking”。現在我回想,可能是受了家中某人的潛移默化所成。

應該是在何東的時候,才發現自己是個愛sulking的人。入宿何東前,差不多所有事情都是自己(或跟父母)面對的,也沒遇過些甚麼大問題,所以不特別覺得自己不懂面對困難。入宿何東後,看到別人處理事情的方法,別人也看見自己處理事情的方法,才猛然醒覺原來自己是那種遇事會發牢酥而不是想辦法解決的討厭的人。但是一個習慣”sulking”十八年的人,很難一下子改變,所以只能每次遇事時都逼自己抬起頭打起精神去面對。因為,道行最高的,不是遇事就來歸根究底誰是誰非怨這怨那的人,而是遇事郤不被打擊不改初衷堅持到底的人。